Alright folks, grab a cuppa something strong, ’cause this one gets personal. Remember that weird foggy feeling I had last month? Yeah, me neither clearly, ha! Turns out my whole vibe check was screaming “12th House Party!” when Saturn decided to slide through. Figured I’d track it live, like a cosmic diary. Here’s how I muddled through.

Step 1: The “Huh, That’s Weird” Phase

First sign something was up? Waking up felt like wading through peanut butter. Seriously heavy. Not tired, just… thick. Made my morning coffee routine feel like running a marathon. Then weird dreams – nothing scary, just totally random stuff, like finding ancient DVDs stuck in a tree? Super clear details though, stayed with me all day.

Step 2: Actually Looking At The Thing

Okay, enough vibing, time to face the music. Pulled up my trusty app. Whoa. Saturn, Mercury, and the Sun were all chilling in my 12th house. No wonder I felt like hiding under the duvet! Felt kinda overwhelmed honestly. Decided to tackle it planet by planet over a few days. Low and slow.

Planet Attack Plan:

• Saturn First (The Heavy): Asked myself straight: “Where’s my energy really going? What am I hiding from?” Realized I was avoiding some big paperwork – taxes, ugh – pretending it wasn’t there. Saturn called me out hard. Didn’t do it that day, just admitted it existed. Baby steps.
• Mercury Next (The Mind Buzz): My head was LOUD. So many thoughts! Writing them down felt like emptying a junk drawer. Got a notebook, scribbled every weird dream snippet, every vague worry, every pointless “what if”. No filter. Getting them out somehow made the buzzing quieter.
• The Sun Last (The Big Reveal): After dealing with the Saturn drag and the Mercury noise… some quiet popped up. In that quiet? A tiny voice going “Hey, you actually like solo walks by the canal, even though you tell people you hate the rain.” Weird self-truth unlocked. Thanks, Sun.

Step 3: Making “Weird” Work For Me

Learned some quick tricks trying to manage this transit soup:

• Permission to Sloth: Stopped fighting the tired thick feeling. Planned nothing heavy after work some days. Read junk fiction guilt-free.
• Dream Detective: Kept that notebook handy. Not analyzing symbols, just noticing repeated feelings or themes. “Anxious search” kept popping up. Hmm.
• Less People = Okay: Stopped forcing myself out when I really craved sofa time. Said “Nope” to one gathering. World didn’t end, felt oddly powerful.

The Takeaway? Less Fight, More Flow.

Honestly? Didn’t “figure it all out.” Didn’t need to. The big win was noticing the fog was the thing. Saturn transiting my 12th wasn’t about big action – it was about seeing the quiet drag. Mercury wasn’t about brilliant ideas – it was about the mental clutter needing out. The Sun wasn’t about spotlight moments – it was about sneaky self-truths surfacing in the quiet. Felt less lost when I stopped trying to fix the fog and just acknowledged it was there.

Weird phase? Sure. Exhausting? Sometimes. But kinda cool to just… observe it, y’know? Like being inside my own cosmic weather report. Next time a planet hits my 12th, I’ll probably still grumble, but maybe I’ll grab my notebook and a blanket faster.