So I noticed Chiron rolled into Aries and honestly? Ignored it at first. That “healing journey starts now” stuff sounded like just another self-help buzzword. But then… weird little things kept popping up.

First Sign Something Was Up

Old frustrations flared up big time. Like, tiny things at work – someone interrupting me, or a plan changing last minute – and BAM, I felt like a volcano about to erupt. Anger hit me faster than my brain could catch up. Classic Aries fire, but messy. Couldn’t just shake it off like before.

Decided to Actually Pay Attention

Figured alright, fine. Maybe this Chiron thing isn’t just hot air. Started by grabbing a damn notebook – nothing fancy, just scrap paper – and scribbled when I felt that sudden rage. Not analyzing, just dumping: “Meeting. Got cut off. Felt boiling. Like punching something.” Raw stuff. Kept this up for three days. Patterns started jumping out. Always tied to feeling ignored or not being heard.

Trying to “Heal” Like People Talk About

Started small. Next time that hot flash hit in a conversation? Didn’t bottle it. Didn’t explode either. Tried saying something dumb like “Hold on, I wasn’t done.” Voice probably shook. Felt awkward as hell. But guess what? Didn’t die. The world didn’t end. Small win, maybe.

• Got cut off again. Practiced deep breath instead of internal scream. Felt weirdly shaky after.
• Caught myself ranting internally about unfairness. Wrote it down: “Why am I ALWAYS the one who adjusts?” Just seeing it written felt… revealing.
• Tried asking plainly for what I needed once. Just once: “Can I finish this thought first?” Harder than it sounds.

Realization Smacked Me

It wasn’t about being perfect or suddenly zen. This was about noticing the damn trigger as it happened and trying, fumbling, to react differently for once. Even if it felt like a squirrel arguing with a lawnmower. It wasn’t comfortable. I wasn’t suddenly “healed.” But awareness felt different. Like finally seeing the pebble in your shoe instead of just limping angrily forever.

Am I fixed? Hell no. Still mess up plenty. Old habits are stubborn. But seeing where that fiery anger really comes from? That’s the start. Messy, awkward, sometimes frustrating… but yeah. Feels like something actually shifted.